User:Some Hombre/sandbox

I wonder what I'll type. I am drawing a blank. My cat is sitting next to me watching and waiting for pets. I'm listening to Diplo's Revolution on Sirius/XM. Still drawing a blank. I always thought that phrase was interesting. Drawing means to put something on paper. Blank is what the paper starts out. Now drawing a blank would make the paper not blank. So, can someone draw nothing and it not be something at the same time. The thoughts that I have wonder if they are normal to think about these thoughts. It is like the YouTube video called Paper Boxes. I feel like everyone has had instructions on how to act and behave and I am just winging it to fit along with everyone. I also believe that everyone feels the same. More reactive than proactive. Somethings are simple and get done. Other are a mountain. Cleaning your room, kitchen, house feels like climbing a mountain. Don't know why, but I file things in piles. I never really learned to put things away. A perfect clean house feels uncomfortable. I like organized disorganization. Too clean, I freeze.

Thoughts faded again. At a loss again. I had a mistyped word and now I don't remember what I was doing. After correcting that word, the fan, music motion light took my attention. Now I just stare at the screen. My moment of uniqueness is done.